Trance, first episode.

I don't know your name.


I was dead
Well it was dark
And it was damp
Darkness enclosed.

A shaft it was
Or a raw tunnel
The air felt wilted
And I was so tired.

I reached out
There was a crack
If I could get through
I might be saved and live.

And I felt death
Yet crawling forward
Upwards to the aperture
The way out, maybe heaven.

Soul worn out 
All in me ached
Torn into a malaise
Hurt, tears dried fears.

Then my heart skipped
And earth's crevice flared
Sheer joy chased my frame
Standing I would reach glory.

And all of a sudden
You came from behind
I didn't know your name
You claimed, you maimed.

My need minified
By emphatic demand
Of hurt so deep so fierce
It cut my happiness to rags. 

And I gave way
With bleeding heart
My chance to be saved 
Only one could go through.

I became a step
Compelled to assist
Utterly sad still at ease 
As your need felt bigger.

And as I gave way
My happiness to you
All of a sudden I moved
Out of the pit, out of the dark. 

Relieved, released, haven
Not what I saw but what I felt
Now I could sleep again wake up
Heart bright life glorified a first a save.


End of trance one. To be continued….

Source. 
I was in that tunnel. I was crawling forward. Upwards to the neck.
That was the way out. And just as I thought. Well finally I'm there.
You  -I don't know your name- were right behind me. 
And claimed emphatically. A more higher need. To go through the neck. 
But you couldn't by yourself. You needed my help to stop crawling.
So I gave way and helped with heavy heart. Knowing that helping you. 
Was giving away my chance. Of happiness of reaching the light. 
Yet your need felt greater. So I gave way and I became your step. 
Accepting somehow that I should feel fortunate to have come this far.
And all of a sudden. With a bright heart. I had reached heaven.