Subtitle: a yearning for what was known before
Some of us are born suicidal
as young as they can remember
there are thoughts of non-belonging
These bones experienced as hindrance
thoughts of suicide are there from the start
rid the mind of a body a cage that holds back
Locked inside a self that has been imposed
a myriad of viruses of bacteria of water and clay
yet it isn't a life that's rejected strictly the limitations
Of not fitting in that body whether you're boy or girl
it is completely seperate of sex independent of gender
it is all about spirit, soul, being, feeling limited by the flesh
That forever longing for limitless space, unlimited movement
but find yourself earthbound, strapped in a stale and inept society
to be elusive as not to be measured and be able to grasp all in a blink
And for all the thoughts and attempts of losing this skinned constellation
it is never an option to put the suicide in effect, for we too rejoice our maker
to embrace our future, a love that goes and comes with it, knowing the reward
No depression, not boredom nor a torture of flesh and bone by some demonic mind
will ever lead to self-destruction, even we who are like spirits unsuited for its casks drink
mother earth's fountain and share centuries of lives still we feel and know we do not belong
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