TRANCE, second episode.

A world beyond the ugly


After the crevice
I was deaf and deafened 
all i could hear 
was the murmur
that lingered between
my eardrums
a tune whispering
my name
luring

Blinded 
and 
dumbfounded
i stumbled 
onwards
and i felt 
led
through the dusk
away 
from the dark

But last 
i had to see
the lurid forecourt 
and the pitied
i walked the dam
saw the lost
roaming 
the half-light
wailing 
dried weeping
of sorrow and terror

These wretched
broken 
and 
spoiled
slowly descending
fearsomely 
into hell 
each the pit 
of their choosing
by the life they led
once freely on earth

I pitied them 
not
the bottomless
i was walking 
from
light was my stride
guided my tread 
bright my heart
lucid my love

Then 
a new realm
darkness gone
complete abolished
this portal of heaven
incandescent 
beyond
luminous kindness
spanless love

Being 
there
just being
other spirits
present
but not seen
all loved
all at peace
jubilant
standing 
flocked 
jointly 
at this base
an outer edge
facing the thrones

And beyond
the infinite
o that beyond
brilliant nebulous 
too dazzling
even 
yes
even unto us
the once mortals
and then
our spirits
were drawn
to the thrones

All 
entities
on the thrones
radiated
love
for Him
to us
we knew
who they were
we knew
them to be
ours 
the chosen
genuflect

My heart
all the love
it willled me
to the master
to sit at his feet
like a child
at the pedestal
of his throne
nearest 
to the veiled
divine eternity
all my love
merged

But then
i sensed 
more than 
i could see 
you again you
- i still don't know your name -
felt your greater need 
to be in my place
a demand that 
couldn't be ignored
fathomed your want
and it overwhelmed
me it unleashed
my will my core my
unprecedented love
as i yielded

I accepted 
freely lovingly
you in my right
i placed myself
even blissful
at the feet of my
better a confidant
of the master
fully content
....
and then
i saw
blinked i
looked again
i saw you
fully content
at where i was
thought i was
and me
looking up
at the presence
of my master
his benign face
undescribable
his love
unspeakable
his name
unutterable
his infinity
i was
never nearer 
i was
evermore home
i was
you



End of episode two.




....and yes, if i then had ever had the choice, i would never have ended the trance....







Now 
all
you have
to do 
is reach 
out and take
my hand
to be
with
me

Synopsis.

The hall was radiant and spanless. 

And with others I stood at the base, the outer edge.

I saw the thrones. I saw my master. How I longed like a child.

And I yearned for nothing else than to sit at the feet of my master.

You -I don't know who you were- were right beside me.

And you told me how much you needed to sit at the master's feet.

You had this need, this moral right, I felt my heart wrench but I gave way.

Still blessed I felt to sit at the feet of one of the twelve favoured by the master.

And all of a sudden. I was there. At the feet of my master. I was loved. I felt loved.

While you were fully content in my place. And not noticed and and all was filled with light and love and behind the eternal edge was GOD.